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Haha. I just took a quiz. And here's the result. Looks like i am a Clarinet.

You scored as Clarinet, Clarinet.You are....a clarinet....(that may or may not be a good thing) Violin 92% Clarinet 92% Oboe 83% French Horn 83% Viola 83% trombone 75% Tuba 67% Bassoon 67% Cello 67% Flute 67% Trumpet 58% String Bass 42% Percussion 33% created with QuizFarm.com

Wonderful ain't it? Haha. Anyway, I just wanted to put up this song which i thought was really meaningful. So here it is.

He can turn the tides and calm the angry sea.
He alone decides who writes a symphony.
He lights every star that make our darkness bright.
He keeps watch all through each long and lonely night.
He still finds time to hear a child's first prayer.
Saint and sinner call will always find him there.
Though it makes Him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say " I forgive''.

He can grant a wish or make a dream come true.
He can paint the clouds and turn the grey to blue.
He alone knows where to find the rainbow's end.
He alone can see what lies beyond the bend.
He can touch a tree and turn the leaves to gold.
He knows every lie that you and I have told.
Though it makes Him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say '' I forgive''.

Sometimes i feel that we should really face the wall and reflect about how we are living our lifes.
Wasting it or making the best out of it?

NAGGY OLD WOMAN!

Wah gay shait man. We finally came up with the Carnival Theme: Witchcraft and Wizardry. Or Iqah and I think one can. Anyway we still HAVE to meet up and do the presentation and promoting the Carnival. What alot of WORK. I hate it. Takes up loads of my time. Today had been quite a average day for me with alot of ups and downs. One of the downs consisting of Amu stapling my hair. wth. Lucky never go in okay. Not like that time when i accidentally stapled my OWN FINGER. Freaking pain with lots of blood spurting out like fountain. Nice. The ups of today= Having a long long walk down memory lane with Jolene! Haha. Damn funny. I cant believe i am still hanging on to the past. But it really lightened up my day and JOLENE! I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS! YOU MAKE MY DAY! Hahas. I really have to do my school work man. Its building up again. Esp for english. Maths is GREAT. I finally understand all the things Ms Noor has been going through. I really wanna do well for my maths and not fail again. I will try.

Then again, tmr's there is NDP rehersal. I really dont know what the shit my juniors have been doing during their individuals and all. I tried to teach them some of the NDP pieces and they know some. But they freaking dont want to practise those pieces that they are not familiar with! Wth. How MANY MANY times have i repeated myself to them no to play the songs they alr know? Want to VOMIT BLOOD alr can. And Ying Bing's instrument is giving me and her trouble yet AGAIN. Cant stand it. How many times does it wanna SPOIL itself?! How many times must I go and ask Sir to FIX it?! I am very irritated alr lah. Pissed with that instrument! But i shall give it one last chance before i throw it down 4 floors man.

I never knew it was so difficult to be a good SL. Yu xuan made it seem so easy. No need to do anything. Cause in the past we learnt ourselves. But now it seems its different alr. OMG. I feel like such a NAGGY woman. Cant blame me.

xxoo,
simai (:

P.S! I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE NATIONAL DAY PARADES WHERE BAND HAS TO PLAY IN!
SO HOT! Gay gay gay! ((:

THE BEST FOR YOU AND NOTHING ELSE

I've tried my best. I really really did. Stretched myself so far out to try and reach your cold and untouchable heart. I've done my best to help you and change you. And its not like you dont know my motive and purpose of helping you. Why cant you sense it? You said '' If you cant accept me for my flaws, then i guess i am better off somewhere else. '' Why cant you understand why i am doing what i am doing? I dont want you to repeat the same mistakes again and again. Whats the use? Mistakes are to be learnt from and not to be repeated. Everyone has flaws. I have mine too. Its just either major or minor flaws. And flaws CAN be erased. Changed. And thats what friends are for. Sometimes, its like you cant see whats happening to you while others can. And i could have pretended to be your friend and left you in your times of need. But i am not that sort. And i just want to help you. Cause thats what true friends do. I wont give up though i have tried my very best. I still wont ever give up.

xoxo,
simai (:

P.S: I want the best for you and for you to live your life well. Cant you understand? Its just that and NOTHING ELSE.

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I can still remember little birthday parties.
Where little children come, all dressed pretty.
Sweet little dresses,
Clean new shoes.
They have all come,
To share my happiness and my cake.
But as we grew up,
These things seem to be gone from our lives.
Friends come and go,
Betrayal and jealousy came frequently too.
They snatch everything that was once innocent, pretty and happy.
Age catches up with us,
And change us from the little kid we once were,
Into things which is filled with hatred and jealousy.
As our memory fades,
How long can we remember our first birthday?
How happy we once were,
As we blew out candles on our birthday cake,
and receive presents from all our happy friends?
Making a birthday wish and getting cake smeared on our faces?
We were once happy.
We all were.
But as things change,
These happy moments fade to dust,
Which you and I can no longer retrieve again.


xoxo,
simai (:

My only birthday wish for this year is I hope that there would be World Peace and everyone would be happy. And I really wish that the Korean prisoners facing death when they had done nothing and do not deserve death, that they would be released healthy and well. I pray that nothing will happen to them anymore. No more deaths please. Killing of innocent people is not the way to solve things. Let them go.

P.S : An eye for an eye, a ear for a ear. This may be what the Bible teaches. But the Bible also teaches to FORGIVE your enemies many many times. Do you remember that? Somehow, this does not feel like a happy day anymore.